Songs of Life

2008-07-29T22:36:00.000-07:00

Love Changes

Verse 1: In the day
when you call me
I dunno what to say
In the night
when you text me
Somehow it ends in a fight

Pre-chorus: There's a reason for things
to be the way that they should
But my reason for this
is something I just can't put

Chorus: It feels like love in the moonlight
Summertime in the sunrise
Our love's changing now
What do we do?
I hear your voice on the outside
but I can't hear clear on the inside
Our love's changing now
What do we do?

Verse 2: I know that
you feel it
I can feel it too
In my heart
it says "Yes"
but in my mind it's a mess

2008-07-29T22:26:00.000-07:00

Confusion

Verse 1: Where do I start?
There's so much to say
So little time all in a day
You didn't know
I've been so low
and I've been thinking 'bout you
'bout what to do

Chorus: I gotta let go
I gotta hold on
to the love that was once known
I wanna switch roles
not writing this song
I'm confused to know the truth
What do I do?

Verse 2: How do I end?
Did my dream give a clue?
I told the truth
but I still held on
Is my love true
or am I just needing a friend?

Bridge: Do I let go?
Do I hold on?
What's the deal?
Just let it be

2008-04-12T10:00:00.000-07:00

You

Verse 1: It started out at the beach
you told me things that I didn't wanna hear
My mind was racing
it's hard to think clear
all that was going through
was this...

Chorus: You make me mad to the core
so mad I dun wanna see your face anymore
You make me speechless
I forget to converse
but through it all
I love you

Verse 2: We talked about the past
more like your past which played a great deal
It's hard to heal
much less to deal
all that was going through
was this...

2008-03-09T14:04:00.000-07:00

I'm Over You

Verse 1: It's pitch black
the sky is changing
but your love remains the same
right or wrong
we both know the truth
but listen, I can't take it

Chorus: Don't go breaking my heart again
(I feel it but you don't see it)
Don't go breaking my soul again
(Quit breaking what I'm most needing)
I'm torn in two
my mind's confused
wish you could see it too
I'm over you

Verse 2: Sun's up now it's time to be happy
let our troubles both fade away
but deep down we both know the truth
So listen, I can't take it

Bridge: Right or wrong
we both know the truth
but still denying what we both know
right or wrong
it's easy to see
so listen...

2007-08-04T15:07:00.000-07:00

Negativity

Verse 1: Waking up every morning
heart filled with tears
Together for years
How can I not be crying?

Chorus: I'm suffocating inside
plunging deep down below
My light has changed to night
Almighty, help me change my life

Verse 2: Life seems so cold
A hole of darkness in my heart
My friends they hear me
but my feelings they can't see

Bridge: To a better place to be
for my heart to see
that life ain't so bad
if I can stop being sad

2007-07-29T10:33:00.000-07:00

Mistakes

Verse 1: In my reflection I see
a younger me trapped inside
An older me waiting to emerge
to find what I search

Chorus: I'm aching for you
I'm yearning for you
but I can't
and it ain't cos of my time of the month
One mistake to another
yet I still have your number
Where will this lead to?
Will I ever have you?

Verse 2: My maturity hides
what my innocence reveals
You see what I try to deny
no more lies
What's the big deal?

Bridge: A song with two emotions
don't make much sense
but despite the commotion
my questions still remain

2007-05-20T11:01:00.000-07:00

Bad Girl

Verse 1:Don’t change me for who I am
Ain’t wanna be what you want me to be
Cos’ maybe I like who I am
Or what I’m beginning to be

Chorus:Sexy, attention seeker
The opposite of your girl next door
Sorry to disappoint ya’ll
But my life seems better
Now that I’m a bad girl

Verse 2:Dun wanna be put in the middle
Or pushed to a corner
Why’d ya’ll wanna do that?
It ain’t gonna change me
I’m just so whatever now
So just let me be

Bridge:Is it wrong to want attention?
My privacy’s been limited
I’m losing concentration
Gonna let out my hurt

2007-04-13T09:38:00.000-07:00

I

Verse 1: Look! Can you see what I'm feeling?
Listen! Can you hear my inner feelings?
Crying out to you to let you know my thoughts
Well here's the lot
all written in a song
to let you know what may be wrong

Pre-chorus: I can be whatever you want me to be
but if you're gonna push
I ain't gonna be what you wanna see
so don't push boy
I need time to go far
If you ain't wanna
then I ain't gonna

Verse 2: Be your girl no more
your sugarpie or lover
So give us both a chance to see
what this love can really be
Expect high, but not too high
for we both know we're beyond the sky

Chorus: I can be whatever you want me to be
but if you're gonna push
I ain't gonna be what you wanna see
So don't push boy
I need time to go far
If you ain't gonna
then I ain't wanna

Bridge: Be what you wanna see
Don't push me
Just let me be
Boy

Ending: Be whatever you want me to be
Be what you wanna see
Don't push boy
I need time to go far

2007-03-31T10:07:00.000-07:00

Don't you know

Verse 1: What's going on?
When the world goes round
What's going on?
Writing up my sorrows of sounds
We ain't spending enough time (together)
What can I say to make you understand?

Chorus: But don't you know that I need you
in my life right now?
I need you to keep me from my rhyme
Rhymes that bring me down
Boy, I need a hand

Verse 2: Why do you wanna keep me waiting?
Oh, how long do I have to wait?
We ain't spending enough time (together)
What can I say to make you understand?

Bridge: A hand to hold
to be loved and all

Ending Chorus: Oh boy, don't you know that I need you
in my life right now?
I need you to keep me from my rhyme
Rhymes that bring me down
Boy, I need a hand

2006-11-04T10:16:00.000-08:00

Unanswered Questions

Verse 1:Sun Shining down but darkness clouding me
Is it you or is it me?
Inspired by sadness to write this song
Thought I knew who I was
but now I'm back to square one
So...

Chorus:Who am I really?
What's my destiny?
Broken down inside without knowing why
can't seem to sleep at night
till past 12 midnight
Feels like a part of me has died
no matter how hard I fight

Verse 2:On the bus now thinking through my thoughts
Wondering what went wrong
and your words came like a song
I hate it when you're right
but then it helps me know me
But...

Bridge:Feel so confused, hopeless and weak
This ain't no way to live
Gotta find my answers before it gets worse

2006-10-08T09:42:00.000-07:00

I Love

Verse 1:You're someone I can lean on
the reason I was born
An angel in disguise
only for my eyes
Someone I can talk to
no matter what I do
When I'm depressed you're there
to show how much you care

Chorus:I love the way you love me
it's as if we're meant to be
I love the way you make me smile
even when I'm down
I love the way you try to understand me
even if it may make you frown
I love it when we're together
wishing it could last forever

Verse 2:The fights we get into
always end up well
Because of what you do
I fell in love with you
You give me hope that I can't describe
and it's not because you're just my type
The vibe you send runs up and down my spine
am so glad that you're mine

Bridge:I may have seen some of your negativity
but you are still the light for me

2006-06-13T21:57:00.000-07:00

These Days

Verse 1:Why do I feel all alone down here
with voices in my head?
Memories from my carefree past
calling out to me
What does it mean?
Have I changed within a year?
My thoughts of missing you these days
have brought me to tears

Chorus:Can you feel the distance
between us? I do
Our love seems complicated now
one minute good, then bad
What is our true problem?
Someone please give me a clue
'Cos I dun wanna lose you
as I love you so

Verse 2:Thoughts of breaking up these days
and how love sux, I say
have clouded up my thoughts of love
dunno what is real no more
What does it mean?
Have I changed within a year?
My thoughts of missing you these days
have brought me to tears

Bridge:What does it mean?
Have I changed within a year?
My thoughts of missing you these days
have brought me to tears

2006-04-28T20:39:00.000-07:00

Love

Verse 1:Love is when you spend time with your lover
as if it were your last
It is said that in a relationship
one loves the other more
as taken in "If Only"
but really could it be?

Chorus:Am I the one?
Have I fallen too fast?
Is it what I want,
or am I just affected by my past?

Verse 2:Why am I always calling?
Am I really falling?
Always making plans for us
and treating you as my first
Sometimes you seem to take for granted
and make me feel unwanted

Bridge:Is it really true?
I really do love you
Is this what love is
or is it just a bliss?

2006-02-09T20:29:00.000-08:00

What's going on?

Verse 1:What's going on in the world now?
Good innocents feeling down when they should be happy
Guilty ones living freely without even a clear conscience
Is it my imagination or is it really reality?
Has the world turned upside down due to lack of responsibility?

Chorus:Fighting our inner demons everyday
trying to understand what others are trying to portray
Wish there was something we could do
instead of sitting around like a fool

Verse 2:Dying,crying,suffering in pain
these are the things others are going through
War is not an answer,nor is it a gain
It only leads to sorrow and woe
Why can't anyone see its own basic rules?

Bridge:Everyone has their own problems to face
Everyone has their own solving of case
But instead of throwing their life to waste
one should learn to appreciate the beauty
inside one's own inner place...their heart

2005-11-13T11:17:00.000-08:00

Loneliness

Verse 1:I'm so lonely
can anybody hear me?
Seems forever since we parted
Oh how badly my heart hurts
Want you to call me
to tell me how much you miss me
and when you do I'm happy
so near yet so far

Chorus:Loneliness is a sad thing to face
so many emotional days
Wanna cry out loud
like rain falling from the clouds
but I know I have to be strong
no matter how long it takes

Verse 2:No friends no family
no one to hear my plea
When will this misery end?
When will I ever smile again?
Want you to call me
to tell me how much you miss me
and when you do I'm happy
so near yet so far

Bridge:Want you to call me
to tell me how much you miss me
and when you do I'm happy
so near yet so far

2005-10-25T10:03:00.000-07:00

Because of you

Verse 1:Used to be a loser
a quiet kinda girl
can still remember
the times I used to suffer
but because of you I made it
because of you I succeeded

Chorus:You may think that I need you(but I don't)
Think I'm still a caged bird(but am no longer)
Whatever you did
Whatever words you said
no longer matters to me
cos I'm free

Verse 2:Always kept things to myself
would never tell them out loud
Life seemed such a burden
until I finally learnt
that because of you I made it
because of you I succeeded

Bridge:Deep inside I may still feel the hurt
but I can still remember
how you used to treat me like dirt
So as the saying goes
for all human beings
there are still many fishes
out in the sea

2005-10-19T22:31:00.000-07:00

Missing you

Verse 1:You and me
we started as friends
but now is now
and then was then
The future is ours to create
still wondering what is my own fate

Chorus:I'm missing you
are you missing me too?
All the times we had
the joys that we shared
I'm loving you
are you loving me too?
They say love is blind
but I see all the signs

Verse 2:Laughing and crying
during emotional times
in good times and in bad
starting from the time we met
we always ended up fine

Bridge:Yeah love is blind
and I see all the signs
but keep in mind
it too is patient and kind

2005-08-28T13:45:00.000-07:00

No more

Verse 1: What's up?
You looking at me with a smile on your face
Trying to pretend like nothing bad has said
All the lies and promises you made,
feels like my life has gone to waste.
Ain't gonna fall for it baby,
cos' your love ain't worth my while
It's over now so just let me be

Chorus: No more lies, no more hurt
No more empty promises
Ain't gonna hear another word from you.
Gonna live my life once more
and this time am gonna give it my all.

Verse 2: Watch out!
I'm gonna shine unlike before
Before you came and made my life fall
My emptiness is yours to keep,
can't believe my love for you could fall so deep.
Ain't gonna fall for it baby,
cos' your love ain't worth my while
It's over now so just let me be

Bridge: Why did I took so long to figure out
that we were not meant to be?
How could I have led myself into thinking
that this would be my destiny?

2005-07-28T17:52:00.000-07:00

Without You

Verse 1: Never knew things would turn out this way
just like it did the other day
Really missed your laughter and smile
leaving my life oh so dull

Chorus: Want you to come back to me
to say that we were meant to be
Can't seem to live without you
no matter what I do
So sorry for all the pain I've caused
really want to retrieve what I've lost

Verse 2: The days we spent together
are still vivid in my mind
My tears, keep flowing like water
Looking fine on the outside
but so heartbroken on the inside

Bridge: Why are you still so mad at me?
When I have already said "I'm sorry"?
Is this gonna be my destiny?
Don't want to get hurt again
Don't want to feel the pain again

2005-07-23T09:43:00.000-07:00

Only One

Verse 1: Someone who makes you feel good
Someone who makes you feel included
That's the way I like it
Messy hair,with skin oh so fair
Someone who will shower me with love and care

Chorus: Looking for my only one
While I'm still having fun
Waiting for the right moment
My choice must leave me certain
Must be patient as I look for inspirations
to find out who will be my only one

Verse 2: Someone who can make me smile
Who won't make my life dull
Just looking at him is enough to make me laugh
even if it's just for a little while

Bridge: Where are you now?
Where could you be?
Are you also looking for me?
Will not get hurt like I used to in the past
So I'll wait...for you to arrive

2005-06-21T11:54:00.000-07:00

If I Just

Verse 1: Driving down the road
in my car all alone
watching the sunrise set
as I wonder where I'm at
Tears flowing down as memories
of you fill up my mind.
Someone give me a sign
as I sink on this solid ground.

Chorus: If I just breathe
and bring my sorrows down
flood my empty spaces with joy
and drift my mind away from yours.
Lift my broken heart up
and let you go...oh and let you go.

Verse 2: You were the only one I called home.
Who knew it would lead me to my doom
because of you I'm in this zone
face being lit up with gloom.

Bridge: Was I to blame for the situation?
Was it our lack of communication?
Feel like I'm falling down an endless pit
as I recall all we did.

2005-05-20T19:27:00.000-07:00

I love you

Verse 1: It's been two weeks since you called
since we last talked things out
Really want to doubt that day
and believe all the things you say

Chorus: Really want you to come back to me
Really want to let you see
that my love for you is true
Can't seem to deny this feeling
as my heart is slowly breaking
I love you

Verse 2: But I still can't help feeling
this emotion running through me
as I'm caught between
this truth and lie
that's stuck deep inside
Still I

Bridge: Despite all that has happened
I really still miss you so
Let bygones be bygones
and let me let go

2005-04-22T18:55:00.000-07:00

I'm Back

Verse 1: Isn't it ironic?
When the first word that we say
when we meet someone new is "Hi"?
Isn't it ironic?
When our loved ones leave us
and our last word is usually "Bye"?
Can't believe you're with someone now
after all the things that we've been through

Chorus: But now I'm back
in the daylight,
after struggling in the darkness
But now I'm back
stronger than ever,
no more suffering,gaining life
Now I'm back

Verse 2: Isn't it ironic?
When you said you loved me
when you didn't?
Isn't it ironic?
How love can bring someone joy
and let another down?
You did so much wrong yet I forgave
Made promises that never came true

Feeling free and feeling me

Bridge: Didn't know what to do
when I was down in misery
Was so caught up with you
I almost forgot who I am

2005-04-18T20:23:00.000-07:00

Can't

Verse 1: It's been a year or two
since I got over you
Truth is until now
with tears still flowing down
I'm so wishing you were here right now
to hear what I have to say

Chorus: Can't live without you
no matter what I do
Can't breathe without you
even though I try hard to
Really want you to come back to me
and be with me again

Verse 2: Been trying to keep myself busy
from going into insanity
Just thinking of you brings back memories
of the good and the bad
leaving me with emotions
feeling oh so sad

Bridge: How I hate myself for loving you
How I hate myself for leaving you
No matter what I do
I just can't seem to get over you

2005-04-15T14:19:00.000-07:00

Loving You

Verse 1: Thinking about the past
makes me realise how fast time has passed.
Can't believe how long our relationship had last
But now that you're gone and no longer here
my heart is torn apart as my eyes fill up with tears.

Chorus: Loving you was the easiest thing to do
Missing you is the hardest thing to go through
Didn't want things to turn out like this
with our last goodbye ending with one last kiss

Verse 2: Looking at our pictures
of our best times and our worst
Recalling our first laugh
I finally realised that nothing ever lasts

Bridge: As I toss and turn in bed at night
and recall the memories in my mind
though we weren't meant to be
I will always remember the times we spent

2005-03-06T09:32:00.000-08:00

The One

Verse 1: The living soul in my life
that made me whole inside
Never thought that we were meant to be
but baby now I see that

Chorus: You could be the one for me
or maybe you could not be
But for now I know that I love you so
and that you love me too

Verse 2: Lips kissing as we touch
hearts beating oh so fast
Hoping the memories will last
until the end of time

Bridge: I can still remember the time
you told me how you feel
Just wanna thank you for
all the things you do

I'm So Sorry

2004-11-22T11:04:00.000-08:00

I'm So Sorry

Verse 1: Feel so empty sitting here
recalling the memories we had
before your love came into sight
Didn't know what to do
if you had been my boo
Tossed and turned all night
and finally made up my mind

Chorus: I'm so sorry it ended like this
without even a single kiss
Didn't want it to end this way
feels as if night will never be day
until you're here to stay
I'm so sorry

Verse 2: For all the pain I've caused
part of my decision
was my love for someone else
I feel so lost without you
Please say you will forgive me
and let the past be in the past

Everytime

2004-11-22T10:58:00.000-08:00

Everytime(Edited Version)

Verse 1: Of all the guys I've met
never did I expect it to be you
When we say goodbye
it's as if the sun has just set
As I look into your eyes
I wonder if you feel the same way too

Chorus: Everytime I look at you
my heart beats ever so fast
Everytime I think of you
I'd hope the memories can last
But deep inside my soul
I know that I must gain control
and try to forget my love for you

Verse 2: As I lie in bed
and replay the scenes in my mind
My love for you gets deeper
in my dreams you would always appear

Bridge: Why can't I get you off my mind?
Do you feel the same way I do?
Even if I were to turn back time
I doubt my feelings for you will ever change

I'm Gonna Miss You

2004-11-22T10:51:00.000-08:00

I'm Gonna Miss You

Verse 1: Have you ever lost a friend you loved
well I've been there once or twice
It's like letting a dove fly away
Here's what I have to say

Chorus: I am gonna miss you
for the rest of my life
and I'm gonna miss you
from the day I said goodbye
all the things that we did
the pranks that we played
the times we used to kid
I'm gonna miss you

Verse 2: The things you used to say
still remains vividly in my head
But as you began to fade away
Here's what I have to say

Bridge: You were the friend I never had
through the good times and the bad
But it has dawned on me that
things will never be the same once you're gone

My Own Life

2004-11-22T10:43:00.000-08:00

My Own Life

Verse 1: I would lie in bed
and think of what she said
A friend who tries to change me
the way she thinks I should be

Chorus: But this is my life
my world with my own rules
No one can ever change me
no matter what they do

Verse 2: To get a guy
I must be opened
Whoever said love was kind
by changing my own ways

Bridge: Love is patient,love is kind
but is it enough to change me
to see a different me
But this is my own life

Friendships

2004-11-22T10:38:00.000-08:00

Friendships

Verse 1: Where were you when I was down
with emotions spinning round and round
When I was lost and all alone
and needed someone to hear my moans

Chorus: I thought you were my bestest friend
with friendships lasting till the end
but I realise now how wrong I was
to have thought our friendship could've last

Verse 2: In bad times and in good
when I needed a hug from you
You were never always there
it's as if you never cared

Bridge: Always thinking you would be there
to wash away my pain
but instead you're tearing my heart in two
by making my tears flow like rain

Ending: Where were you when I was down
I thought our friendship could've last

Do you?

2004-11-22T10:28:00.000-08:00

Do you?

Verse 1: We were told that we were meant to be
oh baby can't you see?
But everytime I try to talk to you
you never respond to me

Chorus: Do you love me or do you don't?
Please tell me the truth
Have you fallen for another me?
If yes just let me be

Verse 2: When we were out with my friends
and walking about
You treated her as if you knew her
and made me feel like a fool

Bridge: Why are you doing this?
I thought you were my guy
If you love me just play by the rules
and don't make me a fool

Mixed Emotions

2004-11-22T10:20:00.000-08:00

Mixed Emotions

Verse 1: Why do I always feel so out of place
when I look into my own saddened face?
Why do I sometimes wish for more pals
when I have close and dear ones who treat me well?

Chorus: Tell me when will I stop feeling all this?
When will I understand all that I've missed?
Help me to forget my troubles
and let me live in peace again

Verse 2: Waking up every morning
feeling very sore
Wish I could go to a place
with no worries to face

Bridge: Maybe I'm just lonely
so that's why I'm in this zone
Someone please open my eyes
and help me to fly

Story of a Girl

2004-11-22T10:13:00.000-08:00

Story of a Girl

Verse 1: There was once a girl
who had everything she need
Everyone would think that she was a lucky girl
But deep inside her heart
she had a different view
Tears come to her eyes
every night in bed...oh...

Chorus: Everynight she cries in bed
thinking of her life
and of the world around her
and it's wars and sufferings
Sometimes she wish that she could fly
up into the sky
Up into the gates of heaven
and live in peace forever

Verse 2: Although this girl is rich and popular
sometimes she gets lonely and hides herself away
She tries to tell her friends about how she feels
But somehow she can't do that
'cause she thinks they won't understand...oh...

Bridge: Now do you think she is lucky
after all that I have said
This girl wrote this song for you and me
now we finally know how she feels

Stressed

2004-11-22T10:03:00.000-08:00

Stressed

Verse 1: People tell me how lucky I am
but somehow I don't think that's true
So let me explain myself to you
and let me tell you how I really feel

Chorus: Outside I may look fine
but inside I'm really not
I know I gotta try
but somehow I feel so stressed tonight,baby

Verse 2: What with school and all the going-ons
sometimes I think I can never cope
Though you tell me that you noe how I feel
but deep in my heart I don't think that's true

Bridge: I know I gotta try
but somehow I just can't cope
Sometimes I break into tears
Can you tell me how to stop this pain?

Thinking Of You

2004-11-22T09:57:00.000-08:00

Thinking Of You

Verse 1: It started with a rumour
a few years ago
Your eyes so bright,your smile so wide
do you see what I mean?

Chorus: I'm always thinking of you
every night and every day
I'm always thinking where you are and if you're ok
Oh baby do you think of me too
or whether if I'm ok?
'Cause I can't stop thinking of you
and I can't get you out of my head

Verse 2: My friends tell me to think
of you as a jerk
But somehow I can't do that
'cause you're such a nice guy

Bridge: After such a long time
I began to wonder
what's the point of missing you
when you are so far gone

Ending Chorus: Oh I've stopped thinking of you
every night and every day
I've stopped wondering where you are and if you're ok
Oh baby I do not care
whether if you think I'm ok
'Cause I've stopped thinking of you
and I've got you out of my head